I sit here, working on my self given deadline, and despite how much work I’m doing and how long I sit on conference calls... I keep catching myself waiting for you. Waiting for you to open the door and peer around the corner with a smile on your face. To surprise me, and let me … Continue reading Still breathing… 11
romance
Nothing is forever
All emotions are roller coaster. We ride them around in circles, loops, ups and downs. Through dark tunnels and we’ll lighten paths. We never truly know how long each ride will last. We just get in and hope for the best.
This is hard… 10
As I sit here in my more than half-empty apartment, I’m trying desperately to lose myself in prep-work for next week. I had asked the office if they could send me over the current projects so I could work on getting up to speed, Thanks to Julliana's glowing reference , they were more than happy … Continue reading This is hard… 10
9… I moved and moving on
I moved. I spent too long hiding in my boxes and piles of clothes, waiting to fall into a decision on staying and trying to make things work or just letting it go and leaving it all behind. Mike wrote me a lengthy letter, his sweet side. Leaving it taped to my car so I’d … Continue reading 9… I moved and moving on
Part… 8
I spent the next two weeks working my butt off. I packed, I unpacked, I took on extra hours at work, I took a tutoring gig helping my neighbors preteens with their school work. Since COVID has schools shut down, kids seems a bit lost now, heck I'm lost now. Their daughter Samantha wants to … Continue reading Part… 8
Here’s where I stand… 7
Hey you... My phone buzzed its way across the desk and lite up my room. There he was. It's been at least a week since we last talked. I told him I needed to be alone. I needed time to think and to organize my thoughts, and him trying to help me, wasn't helpful at … Continue reading Here’s where I stand… 7
Thinking out loud 