The constant back and forth of love and hate. I let the world disappear so I could be your anchor and supporter, and you let me sink at every opportunity—not even a gesture of help from your direction. I miss the moments that made me feel loved and cared for, like I was something other … Continue reading Wasting my life on you…A.G 13
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Darling dreamers
It’s a combination of hopes and dreams at this point. I know I should be focusing on me and being the best version of me I can be. But it’s so hard sitting in this house and listening to the hypocrisy that comes out of my moms mouth. You know that high pitched version of … Continue reading Darling dreamers
Twisted Souls…1
“You do realize you’re on shot number 5 of straight vodka right?” The little voice in my head was starting to get annoying. Also, my stomach as well, when was the last time I had eaten? Maybe I better slow down and eat something. Today has been a roller coaster, making me long for the … Continue reading Twisted Souls…1
Love or lie?
When all is said and done. Where can one truly find love? It’s funny how a marriage dies. How one goes from being so damn happy to boom! it’s over. It's funny to me because those white picket fences are so misleading. They're like a scarecrow meant to distract you from what's growing beneath the … Continue reading Love or lie?
Nothing is forever
All emotions are roller coaster. We ride them around in circles, loops, ups and downs. Through dark tunnels and we’ll lighten paths. We never truly know how long each ride will last. We just get in and hope for the best.
This is hard… 10
As I sit here in my more than half-empty apartment, I’m trying desperately to lose myself in prep-work for next week. I had asked the office if they could send me over the current projects so I could work on getting up to speed, Thanks to Julliana's glowing reference , they were more than happy … Continue reading This is hard… 10
Thinking out loud 