It’s a combination of hopes and dreams at this point. I know I should be focusing on me and being the best version of me I can be. But it’s so hard sitting in this house and listening to the hypocrisy that comes out of my moms mouth. You know that high pitched version of … Continue reading Darling dreamers
depression
“Death by fireflies…”
Yea, Nims Island. If you know, you know. It’s weird, I see myself being more and more like Alexandria Rover as I’m growing up. I hate going on, almost paranoid about being around people and having to deal with people… I’m just not a people person Honestly I’ve noticed it’s worse post COVID lockdown. I … Continue reading “Death by fireflies…”
The holiday saga continues…
So I’m sure we all have that dramatic family member that has to roll in and cause unnecessary drama, right? And usually, that family member gets into an argument with the “blunt, tell it like it is whether you like it or not” family member. And boy did they get into things this morning… I … Continue reading The holiday saga continues…
Nothing is forever
All emotions are roller coaster. We ride them around in circles, loops, ups and downs. Through dark tunnels and we’ll lighten paths. We never truly know how long each ride will last. We just get in and hope for the best.
This is hard… 10
As I sit here in my more than half-empty apartment, I’m trying desperately to lose myself in prep-work for next week. I had asked the office if they could send me over the current projects so I could work on getting up to speed, Thanks to Julliana's glowing reference , they were more than happy … Continue reading This is hard… 10
9… I moved and moving on
I moved. I spent too long hiding in my boxes and piles of clothes, waiting to fall into a decision on staying and trying to make things work or just letting it go and leaving it all behind. Mike wrote me a lengthy letter, his sweet side. Leaving it taped to my car so I’d … Continue reading 9… I moved and moving on
Thinking out loud 