As I sit here in my more than half-empty apartment, I’m trying desperately to lose myself in prep-work for next week. I had asked the office if they could send me over the current projects so I could work on getting up to speed, Thanks to Julliana's glowing reference , they were more than happy … Continue reading This is hard… 10
heartbreak
9… I moved and moving on
I moved. I spent too long hiding in my boxes and piles of clothes, waiting to fall into a decision on staying and trying to make things work or just letting it go and leaving it all behind. Mike wrote me a lengthy letter, his sweet side. Leaving it taped to my car so I’d … Continue reading 9… I moved and moving on
Leaving the beach… 5
The drive home no longer feels normal, I left him there, I needed to leave before I broke down any further. I’m so tired of this weird feeling... I wish I could define it a little better in my head. Or I wish I didn’t feel it at all. I can’t escape him, he’s in … Continue reading Leaving the beach… 5
Thinking out loud 