Yea, Nims Island. If you know, you know.

It’s weird, I see myself being more and more like Alexandria Rover as I’m growing up.

I hate going on, almost paranoid about being around people and having to deal with people…

I’m just not a people person

Honestly I’ve noticed it’s worse post COVID lockdown. I had moments before, but now it’s becoming more frequent and getting really fucking annoying.

I got into today with my step mom. The frigid witch has been stomping on my dad for a couple weeks now, non stop shitty attitudes and treating him like garbage.

If history does in fact repeat itself, that usually means money is tight and since she can’t spend like she wants to, it’s all his fault.

Like, she actually complains that the electric bill needs paid and she can’t go out for Chick-fil-A because if she does, the electric bills check will bounce… and my dad has already said he doesn’t want to keep paying overdraft fees just because she wants to spend what we don’t have.

Toxic? Yup, that’s what I’m smelling too.

It’s sad cause my dad is the sweetest person I know. And the hardest working too.

I’ve watched him and seen the burnout in his eyes and then listen to her scream and bitch at him about how crappy their life is and how he’s working to much and not spending “family time” with her…. 🤔 but she doesn’t do a damn thing to help with bills and bring the monthly income vs outcome to be more on the green side vs always in the red.

I’ve been saving as much as I can with my part time job, and trying to limit the bills that me and my sisters pile on. But I still see the stress in his eyes … and it’s heartbreaking.

I don’t understand why, if she’s so unhappy and has been for as long as I’ve known her, why stay? Why not just leave already and find someone else to beat around?

I don’t know. I’m just really upset.

E.M