I'm feeling disheartened with my job and school these days. Both feel like they're draining me like I can't keep my head above water. I feel like I'm struggling just to maintain a balance of sorts. My brain is either in hyperdrive or won't even turn on. I don't feel like I have a connection … Continue reading Is it worth it? E.M
mental health
I’m not ready to be an adult – E.M
I am not used to being awake all night by supposed adults... My sister called the cops at 2am after spending all afternoon listening to Darren and his buddies bang around in their apartment. They broke off into physical fistfights! I am not adult enough for this... This morning, during my run, I met one … Continue reading I’m not ready to be an adult – E.M
Karma or Fate?
How do we know which is which? Or are both the same? My twist of events this last week has been a blended combination of good and bad things—stressful and finally released. My mom has been off in Rehab since Sunday, getting help for her many ailments. My sister, well, she is back home with … Continue reading Karma or Fate?
The drama pushed move… by E.M
Spring break is finally here! Yesterday, I started working at my sporting goods shop; I know it's only a week, but they've promised me a part-time job come summer break if I do well this week. I plan to go hard this week. I've been staying with my cousin since the blast of Mom's spending … Continue reading The drama pushed move… by E.M
Darling dreamers
It’s a combination of hopes and dreams at this point. I know I should be focusing on me and being the best version of me I can be. But it’s so hard sitting in this house and listening to the hypocrisy that comes out of my moms mouth. You know that high pitched version of … Continue reading Darling dreamers
“Death by fireflies…”
Yea, Nims Island. If you know, you know. It’s weird, I see myself being more and more like Alexandria Rover as I’m growing up. I hate going on, almost paranoid about being around people and having to deal with people… I’m just not a people person Honestly I’ve noticed it’s worse post COVID lockdown. I … Continue reading “Death by fireflies…”
Thinking out loud 